hari raya aidilfitri [ 30/8/2011 ]

Selamat hari raya!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmm.... ni first time raya jauh dr family... thn ni aku raya kt netherlands.. actually raya kt sini best... bkn owang melayu jek ade.... since some of malaysian were married with dutch.. so.... agak meriah lah....  tp.... hati aku rasa sayu jek... ta taw nape....kul 4 pg aku da skype ngn family.. n i'm not crying.. bcos i know how much they miss me & love me....but yet...still rasa mcm ade kurang sumting jek... rase cam ade hilang seseorang... hmmmm.... aku rindu dia... rindu sgt2.. aku just x dpt nk ckp ngn die... =( hmmm... ya ALLAH... kau lembutkanlah hati dia...amin.

3 bulan 20 hari

ape tu 3 bulan 20 hari?? actually selama 3 bulan 20 hari aku tade kt malaysia sebab aku ade practical training kt NETHERLANDS.... yeah... i really excited cos dpt pegi sini.... tapi... perasaan tu da tade lagi... since there was an accident happen hari ke 5 aku dkt sini... perkara yang melibatkan hati & perasaan yang tlh wat aku jd moral down.. no need to know what & why bcos its ruin everything... now da hari ke 21 aku kt sini & oready start counting days back home... hmm... its not bcos i dont like this place, but i have no more soul, passion to be here... everything are gone... i hope i can finish my training dgn jaya nya... =)

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